my real story about myself

sbhin niung aq ngwa ng s2ry abt myself or iam in a fantcy word,but is this true it hppen 2me.i cnnot immgine i can stand it,but ia mstill here waving standing on myown foot figthing what wll next i wll encouter.we r 6 seebling in the family,5 girls n 1 man,wre still young when our parents pastby,but without them,ol of us now have a gud lyf,,,successful what we lyk in our lyf,but me is very hard what i hve trough 2 mylyf,separate na aq sa stupid na husband q,b4 i cme hre in italy i cme frm dfferent country,taiwan @ zrael nw i am hre in italy,dis whre i begin my story that i cnnot immgine i make it 2 face the real lyf,i am pregnant when i cme hre,coz myhusband taksil is n d philippines,well,hard ang dnanas q d2 llo buntis aq pumunta d2,nobody can take care me hre,i hve rlatves hre pro nd aq help.i lve na mg isa d2.5 mons aq ngbubunbtis nung pumunta d2.wla aq work halos sa pinas nanggaling pera q pra mbuhay,with the help of my little savings.when im going 2 the hospital,i am alone,nobdyhelp me.i cried so hard,now when i go home 2 the hospital,i cnnt immgine na ung sarili nting kbabayan na tinitrhan q pinapaalis aq w/my baby ayaw dw ng iyak ng bata,..i rily i want 2 die @ dat tym,,she throw me out sa gitna ng lamig @ sobrang kapal ng ulan ng yelo...i cried i dont knw what 2 do,woman italian give me a shelther,peo my bayad,its k 2 me even is 2 high the rent,i just only think abt my baby safe.5 mons pinauwi q xa,kc hrap na aq nd aq mkpgwork,its painful but i must do it,,.pndala q sa kbbayan nting tga laguna,i pay her 1,000 euro,pra iuuwi lang my baby.i tried 2 find a work 2 survive,,evryday i was crying in d street,nd aq pwde umuwi na wlang wla.nd skn pra sa anak q,laman aq ng church pra bless me,substitutte ang unang work q d2,.nd aq mkakuha kuha ng regalar na work..kea i plan nlang umuwi sna ung last substitute q,nd q na kya tlga,,,i didnt expect that our almighty god hear all the prayer what ive said.,,,,ol the people na nlpitan q nun nkarma cla,ngkaroon na aq mgandang work until now,,,,na nd q pnapapabayaan...cla ang nlapit ngaun ng tlong q na nd q cla tnatanggihan,hanggang kya q 2mulong gagawin q,,,,dhil kung wla clang ngbgay ng hamon skn pra mging mtatag aq wla rn aq ngaun sa knalagyan q..ang buhay ay parang gulong na umiikot.....nagpakatatag aq @ nging matapang sa lhat ng pgsubok na dumaan sking buhay,,,,,bsta gumawa ka ng mbuti,lhat my gift ka sa nakakataas,,,mga 2lad q na mga babae,wag mwalan ng pag asa,kya niu yan,,,,now aq wlang mahihiling p sa buhay q nwlan man aq ng taksil na aswa,nkya q lhat...peo i am olways praying that i can fyn my real destiny of my lyf,thats thans mga ka4ce,njoy sa pgbsa,jejejejejeje

wah cz it's so touching stories meron tlga mga tao n ganun walang awa s kapwa grabe ano i can't imagine n ipinagtabuyan k nga kapwa natin kbbyan jan npkawalang konsenxa nmn nun.anyway, meron karma cz sabi nga kung ano gnawa sayo babalik sayo db!but God is really good he is always there in our side watching over us.God dont give us a trials if we can't solve it ryt! remember NO PAIN NO GAIN!

touch ako s story mo cz...lahat naman ng pagsubok...makakaya natin basta hwag lang makalimutan lumapit s panginoon...godbless

God is great tlaga cz !

He never leaves you nor forsake you!

And He has a purpose 4 every cause!

Keep up d gud work and


God bless u more!

napaiyak ako!!! indeed, God is so good.
be strong mydear!

always PRAY TO GOD my dear!

i write this story of mine not 2 pity me,inspite i want 2 wake up all the woman lyk me how them face the trials 2 their life.where 6 seebling in the family 5 girls@1 boy.our parent pastby in our younger age.without them is so hard how 2 make a leaving.,but its not yet the end of the world of us,instead we make our life so amazing,we dont lost hope,were intact all together 2 face the circumtances/tackle all the trials that came 2 our life,now where grow up with nice future,we stand up.business accounting,nautical engeneer,civil engeneer,2 business management,of course me a education.but i am the 1 who have worst experience.i am still young when i go abroad,taiwan is my first step.is rily hard my lyf there coz 3 yrs have no day off,i really want2 earn money just 2 help my 2 younger sisters in college.when i finish my contract,i didnt renew it coz i have a chance 2 go in zrael,i stay a little bit in our homeland,@ that staying i meet my stupid husband,i didnt know him really,i thrust only just because of my cousin @ cousin of her is couple,so i accept him w/o worries.we married w/out permition of my relatives.before i left i seetled myself in a big mistake.i work so hard in zrael,have no day off,coz i want 2 pay my credit immediately.i hve plan 2 take my x husband where i am before.that time i heard some humors regarding him.i ask him but he lied 2 me so i thrust,coz i know i love him so much even where not get live long,only 2 weeks that we ve been 2gether.3 years pastby,i make his paper 2 in zrael.its not intentionaly that i can take a emergency vacation,my lady gave me only 2 wks,coz my grandmother died,thats the time i get pregnant 2 my husband,i didnt tell him,i want 2 surprise him.coz his paper is granted also...but i am the 1 who surprise,i receave a call came from my cousin regarding 2 my unfaithful husband,he had an affair 2 somebody else,i called my mother inlaw she lied on me..i called my 2 brother in law,i ask them @ they talled me evrything,so the last i talk 2 my husband,he confess that he pregnant the lady,i really dont accept that,i tell 2 him that im pregnat also,he said he will comeback 2 me,,i dont think second tyms,i didnt give him.instead i do,i back out the paper of him going 2 zrael,i lost control,i dont know what 2 do,1 of my friend told me y dont you go 2 italy,there u can delivered w/out paying,its free,i didnt waste time,i make evrything what i did,i stay 5 months n zrael coz they dont allowed me again 2 go out.i ask my lady 2 help me,she refuse me,i beg her w/out telling the truth what my situation,i make story lie 2 her,i do that coz im desparate @ that tym,at last she help me,but she knew tha i wld never cme back 2 her coz shes a european woman,.all my document granted 2 fly.,i dont even think what is next,my lyf here where i am now,its really so much pain that i wld nver forgot4 my entire lyf.i have cousin here,shes the 1 who help me i min 2 take me in the train station.i stay 2 days only with her.she gave me a job but i refuse,coz i tell the thruth that i am pregnant.she didnt gve me explanation,she make a plan,she find a house 4 me,i stayed on visaya old lady house..shes nice @first,but when the time i needed her most she refuse me already.i most go 2 the hospistal immediately coz the final i expected is cming.nobody help me going the hospital.just by myself only,im so upset that tym but i nid 2 be strong..thanks god i make it.its a baby boy..3 days past,i most go home now 2 the house of visaya lady,i didnd yet stepdown my feet on the door,the lady told me that i am not belong already 2 her house,i am really shock i hve heard,i beg her 2 gve memore days 2 make evrything ok,but she nver given me a time.she dont want cried baby in the house all day n nyt she told me.she step 2 my room @ take my all belongings @ put infront on me @ cloz the door immediately..i cried so hard,i dont know what 2 do,iam not thinking myself safe,but 4 my baby is most important.i walk,caring my son in a heavy rain@ snow.im so weak,i want 2 die,i sat in little park,im confuse dont know what nextstep i will do.1 woman past,she ask me y i am there in heavy snow together w/my son,i told evrything.she undrstand me coz she knows well speak english.she gave me a shelther,i stay in her house couple of dayz,she found a room,it means i most rent,i grab it,i have no choice just 4 son safe,even so the rent.we live through the help of my little savings,my money is almost empty,,i decide 2 sent my son in our homeland coz i cannot make it alone already,i cannot work,nobody can take care of him.i sent him when he is 5 months old,its gonna kill me,its hurt that he will far away from me but i have no choice.i must do it.i sent him 2 our co homeland laguna couple,but of course they dont like f u dont gave them money.i pay 65,000 thousand pesos just 2 take care my son going 2 the phillipines.i didnt waste time,i find work,but i cannot take a regular job,i am always substitute where our co homeland have a vacation.even i am walking in the street i always cried i dont mind people say 2 me,i always run in the church asking 4 the help of our almighty creator.my last substitute is hard,where go 2 the mountain,i work there as man work,,i never experience it in philippines but i do a farm,its so horrible,im working in the middle of heat,no food that they will gve me,i sacrifice almost a month that empty food,i decide already that i am lost i am not belong here in italy ,i will go home in our country that i have nothing.when i cameback in the city of milan,i run 2 the church crying,ask 4 forgivenesss what i have done.i plan 2 buy my ticket back 2 our country,i receave a call from a employer thta she want me 2 work with them,i never give second thought i grab that opportunity.i am very happy @ that time instead going home in house,i go first 2 the church,2 thank him,its a miracle,my lyf that day begin 2 shine until now,,the people who put me down before have price,they given a bad lack,karma.they asking me help,financial,i didnt refuse them.i gave evrything my best 2 help them,.lyf is just lyk a wheel u dont know what next.i finish this story of mine with fall down my tears coz its coming back again my past lyf,,,now,my life is ok already..its gonna be fyn...soon i can see my far away son of me.....be brave guys,,dont lost your hope @ faith.god bless

GODbless cz dangsky! dont lose hope..GOD is with us all the time!

Touch naman aq sis., sa story habang may buhay may pag asa at lagi andyan c lord para gabayan tau