"TO SOMEONE......SOMEWHERE OUT THERE"

"I"M DEDICATING THIS TO YOU DEAR FRIEND
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WHO I AM,
DRINK YOUR BOTTLE OF VODKA AND THINK...
IN YOUR GLASS YOU'LL SEE ME WINK!.

"I'TS SOMEWHAT KIND A FUNNY
DEAR DONT YOU WORRY
SURE THIS WON'T GET YOU CRAZY,
'CAUSE EVERYTHINGS GONNA SEEMS HAZY"

IT TOOK ME SOMETIMES TO THINK ALL OVER AGAIN
I MAY HAVE SAID GOODBYE TO YOU DEAR FRIEND,
BUT NOW I'M MISSING YOU THEN
KEEP YOU OUT OF MY MIND I'M TRYING.

I KEPT MYSELF AWAY FROM YOU
BECAUSE THAT WAS THE RIGHT MOVE I "MUST" DO,
IF EVER I LET OURS CONTINUE
CAN'T JUST IMAGINE MYSELF WHO I AM NOW TO YOU.

I MAY HAD HURT YOU RUDELYMANY TIMES BEFORE,
ESPECIALLY WHEN I SAID "THANK YOU...SEE YOU NO MORE"
WE MANAGED TO PATCH-UP AND CONTINUE OUR LAUGHTER
BUT MOMENTS OF TRUTH,LIFE SOMETIMES IS CRUEL.

THINGS WENT COMPLICATED CAUSED BY SOMEONE
SURPRISINGLY YOU JUST LET ME DOWN
I FELT BETRAYED AND EMBARRASED
I KNOW YOU CARED BUT SEEMS YOU NEVER WAS
HOWEVER I'VE FORGIVEN YOU-PAST IS PAST.

PARTING IN DISGUSTING WAYS IS NOT THAT EASY
FULL OF PRETENTIONS WE KEPT TOTALLY
WE HURT EACH OTHER MOST ESPECIALLY
NOW WHERE ARE WE... IN THE HANDS OF REALITY,
THAT WE CAN NEVER BE.

MEMORY OF THE PAST MAKES ME SMILE
I SIMPLYHAVE A DEEP DEEP BREATH AND GIVE A SIGH
I TOLD MYSELF 'DAMN,WHY SHOULD I?
I'TS NOT WORTH IT....OH MY!

I WON'T ALLOW WHAT'S IN MY HEART
TEND TO MANAGE TO BE CLEVER AND SMART
THOUGHT IT TAKES LOT OF GUTS
I MUST BE TOUGH AND GIVE MY BEST SHOT!

CLEARLY I'M NO HOME WRECKER
JUST A DEAR FRIEND WHO KEEPS DEAR FRIEND EVER,
IT WAS FUN....NOW IT'S OVER,
SOON I FORGET YOU...NO MORE ANGER.

LASTLY I WANNA ADVISE YOU DEARLY
ALWAYS KEEP YOUR FAMILY HAPPY
PROVE THEM DADDY IS TRUSTWORTHY
AND NO MORE 'HINKY-PUNKY'.

SO PLEASE REFRAIN PESTING ME....
JUST KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT SO NO MORE AGONY!
LIFT UP YOUR GLASS OF VODKA AND SAY CHEERS....
LET'S HAVE A TOSS FOR "PEACE"!
SENDING YOU FINALLY MY HUGS AND KISESS!
FEEL WELL EVERYDAY AND THROUGHOUT THE YEARS.....

wow cz tarat nice poems... i hope you can move on!!! just take a glass of vodka then you feel a happiness WELL EVERYDAY AND THROUGHOUT THE YEARS.....enjoy your life